weekend

This last weekend was my first day back at work. It was very emotional for me. Friday night Nathan attempted to put Jonathan to bed for me after I fed him so I could try to get to sleep early. It didn't work very well. He enjoyed his bath, but then screamed for a while after wards. I ended up getting up and going in and calming him down to go to sleep. He slept for 8 hours that night.. me, only 5. I woke up at 3:50, laying there thinking, do I get up now and get ready in case he gets up and wants to eat, do I wake him up before I go, do I pump... so much going through my head, so i didn't go back to sleep. I ended up getting up at at 4:45 and pumping. Jonathan woke up at 5:30, so I fed him a bottle for 10 minutes before giving him over to Nathan and leaving for work. I cried as I walked out of the house. But as soon as I started driving, I realized it was very foggy and I better not cry at the same time. the day went fine. I called Nathan all 3 of my breaks to see how things were going.. and they were going fine. Day 2 went better. Jonathan slept 7 hours so I got to sleep much better. work went slow, but I didn't worry about him and Nathan as much, and only talked to Nathan once. Overall the weekend was a success. Unfortunately, he only slept 3 1/2 hours before waking up the first time that night, and then every 2 hours after that. I was exhausted too. Oh well, I got to snuggle with him and sleep in that morning. Last night he was back to 7 hours. This past week he's done 4 nights of 7 or 8 hours, do I dare hope that this is the beginning of a new trend?

This weekend my brother Kevin gets married. And David's graduation party is on Sunday. I have 10 people staying at my house. should be a FUN weekend. I'll post next week about it! for now, I have a list of things that needs to get done prior to everyone arriving, so i better get started!